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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003

Subject:get off the fucking cell phone por favor
Time:1:17 pm.
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<A HREF="http://www.illwillpress.com"</font><FONT Size="2"><B>click on foamy's rant II.</B></FONT><BR></a>

i signed up for the foamy news letter
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Saturday, March 29th, 2003

Subject:oh, goddamnit
Time:10:17 pm.
Mood:silly.
okay. so basically out of boredom, as practice for our trip to dover downs and because cjane has goals to fulfill, we got involved in a little of hardcore gambling tonight. and just for clarification, when i say hardcore, i mean granny gambling. before it's announced in the next few weeks, princess and i decided to bet on the line-up to our local radio station, whfs, summer concert, the hfstival. even though princess has decided not to donate a cent to our bid bucket, we each get $1 for each band we have correct. so basically, i get to keep my money if i am right and princess gets $1 for every band she gets right and of course we will cancel out for each we both get right. understand? me neither. the lists are not in any particular order and they are not representative of our overall music preferences though each of us included a few bands that we hope will be there. here are our lists, followed, of course by my own insightful commentary.
ima gonna winCollapse )
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Thursday, September 5th, 2002

Time:10:55 pm.
I'm always assuming the worst,
but you're going on none the less
& there's nothing to cusion your heart led fall.
Letters from further away
keep pulling me close to home.
And there's something to cushion my callous sighs.
And I know that you hope for
longer good-byes
embracing for forever
and falling in your eyes.

Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you & I can't be
without that scent. It's filling me
with all you mean to me.

Continually failing these trials
but you stand by me nonetheless
& you won't let me sink
though I'm beggin you.
Phone calls from further away
& messages on my machine,
but I don't ever tell you this distance
seems terrible.
There is no need to test my heart,
with useless space.
These roads go on forever
& so do you and I.

So I'll hit the pavement
it's gotta be better than waiting
& pushing you far away
cause I'm scared.
So I'll take my chances
& head on my way up there.
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten.
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Wednesday, June 26th, 2002

Time:12:53 am.
i am fucking home and it feels fucking good.
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Wednesday, June 12th, 2002

Time:9:34 pm.
tomorrow is the last fucking day of summer school.
for a week.
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Wednesday, May 22nd, 2002

Time:9:58 pm.
i hate series finales.
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Tuesday, May 7th, 2002

Time:9:01 pm.
tonight when i was straightening my room i re-read the card my cousin gave me for being her confirmation sponsor and on the backside in small print she wrote, "oh yeah and thanks for making all those jokes. It made me feel a lot better".

And then i got an email that someone was back.

made my day.
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Wednesday, May 1st, 2002

Time:10:39 pm.
God bless, what a sensitive mess
Yeah but things aren't always what they seem
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Friday, April 12th, 2002

Time:12:53 am.
Don't forget the mornings that we spent deep inside our heads
staring at the blank walls
(we've always searched for more meaning)
we always meant to breathe without regrets
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Saturday, April 6th, 2002

Time:10:56 pm.
today the puppy got a hold of the cordless phone, layed on top of it, managed to turn it on and kept the line tied up for over an hour as he lay chewing on the antenna. we had 3 new messages when we finally realized what he had done. but it may have just gotten my out of wedding shopping. i think i'll just hand him the phone when i don't want to be bothered from now on.
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Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002

Subject:Ooh Honey
Time:11:24 pm.


wow. hmm. okay.

i will just go to big boy's house and steal it.
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Time:9:57 pm.
everyone should probably download the new eve 6 song "anytime". it's awesome.
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Subject:I'd rather you shut the fuck up
Time:9:19 am.
i hate the fucking registrar's office.
it's only three classes.
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Sunday, March 31st, 2002

Time:11:22 pm.
you know what i mean when i say that it comes from a place that hurts.
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Friday, March 29th, 2002

Subject:i LOVE this song
Time:11:26 pm.
And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

i used to hate them. don't know why. but when "gutterflower" comes out i'm there.
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Time:10:55 pm.
Mood:stressed.
i think law & order SVU is meant to piss people off about the technicalitites of the law. and i think even more disturbing is the fact that people actually continue to defend someone after they've been proven guilty. whatever. i guess it's a good thing i decided not to study law.

i got shoes for $2 today.
i'm just about done with this paper.
but i do have to work tomorrow and easter:(
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Time:12:37 am.
so i watched life as a house for the second time today and after i got finished crying my eyes out because well, i can't control myself, i realized how bitter i am that it was completely overlooked by the oscars. i mean i know that i haven't seen lord of the rings, and i'm sure that it was a great film, and i'm all for it winning all those awards for make up and costume and sound,etc if it did even that, but this movie is raw emotion. it makes you laugh and cry. and it makes you reflect. i mean what exactly do little midgit hobbits make you do. damn. i am so mean.
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Wednesday, March 27th, 2002

Subject:this movie looks stupid, but i like this line...
Time:11:06 pm.
are you stalking me? cuz that would be super.

so basically...i'm going to use it as much as i possibly can.
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Time:10:20 pm.
Mood:sad.
something corporate is on sale at target for $3.99.

thanks for coming. i'm glad i got to see you. it's been far too long. and just remember whenever you need to talk i'm here. always.

i saw this video today and it made me sad. it's been so long now. that concert was one of the best. i still love jon. we were obsessed. maybe i still am. i've been listening to them a lot lately. or maybe it's just what they mean to me.
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Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out

- she's been singing that forever now...all too true
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Time:10:06 pm.
everyone says the new goo goo dolls song "here is gone" sounds like all their other stuff, but i think it's different. i DIG it. mucho.
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